Pear shaped mama: I workout!!!

So today was Day 1 of working out.

I wanted to die after 1.3 seconds. Blah.

But I kept at it and stayed a full hour and burned off 400 calories =]

I know I know, that number may not be a lot but to me it is at this time.

I weighed myself before I went to work out. I wanted to start crying. I weigh the heaviest I have EVER weighed. :'[

I think that is what made my butt push harder at the gym.

Or that I went to workout with my boss.

We live in the same apartment complex and yet I am late EVERYDAY to work. (but that is another story in itself).

My boss is determine to get in shape so we each needed a workout buddy so it works great!

We get along and push each other in the gym, and we get to laugh about how we jiggle.

She is A LOT smaller than I am but that is what pushed me at the gym as well. I want to considered "small". Now I know being 5'9 is not "small", but I want a small waist, small hips, small arms. Damn it I want to be small!!!!

I think I am going to stick it out this time. I've always started and then stop, started and then stop. This time around I have someone there 24/7. I sit right next to my boss and we live 2 buildings apart. She'll keep my ass in check. ahaha Love that about her. Also the "adult time" was awesome!

So I am feeling good so far.

I haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 months so hopefully I'll have a good nights rest tonight from working out.

I want to be sexy and know it!

I WORKOUT!!

First step out the door is always the hardest, but I did it =]