Just fun stuff.

Today I am just going to give you an insight of what goes on at my job. 

Here are a few pics of what I receive in emails....

"Guess who this is"

I am glad my co workers get me ;)

Also they know that I am on a "healthy" diet and I really wanted a cinnamon roll!!!

So this is what I get...

"They don't eat Cinnamon rolls!!!!"

"But they do"

"which eventually turns into this"

 

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA how is that not motivation? Now don't think that we were making fun of overweight people, because I am an overweight person. They were just trying to put in prospective how I will not change if I give in to not so healthy choices.

 But damn that shit was funny!!!

Also here is what I got towards the end of the day...

"We love our job, can't you tell?!?!?!"

 

ahaha Bastards! Yes that is me, laying down, while I am "working". ahahaha

FAIL.

All of this usually happens on a daily basis.

 This is just a few things that was said today.

Hope you enjoyed a bit of a laugh :]

Night!

Fail. Yet again

So HCG and I didn't work out. Mostly because I almost fainted at work and now I have whatever is going around. Ugh. I lost 12 pounds off of HCG even though I was only on it for about 5 days :]

Right now, I've decided to just eat healthy and lose the weight in a healthy way.

NO more eating ONLY 500 calories per day and injecting myself every morning.

 

 

Yup. Every morning I was injecting myself in my stomach. It didn't hurt but it felt weird. 

I was also drinking about a gallon of water per day.

 

I am one of those girls who need food to be somewhat nice. I am more of a sarcastic person so my sarcastic side is on 24/7 when I am hungry and half the time I am not even sure if I am kidding or if I am just being EXTRA bitchy. So for the sanity of everyone and myself I will go ahead and eat food instead of 2 cups of spinach and 2 cups of cucumbers for a "meal".

So all in all, I failed at HCG. whatev. NEXT! ;]

Also my classes started today! Yay!

I am taking a psychology, careers, and religion class. Fun stuff right there.

While I was trying to do one of my assignments, my little man decided to bring a pillow and crash in between my computer and I. REALLY?!

 

Whatev. I got my assignment done while my little one was close to me and my princess was sitting next to me watching Disney.

What helped was that all of us were home because we all didn't feel well today. 

I have been throwing up since yesterday and I have so much pressure behind my eyes. it hurts to have any lights on. :[

TJ is shitty up a shit storm...LITERALLY.

Eliana is coughing so much that it leaves her so horsed.

 Poor babies.

Good news is that we had ice cream today just for a little treat ;]

Well I have to hit the hay because I have to wake up in a few hours to make sure I can make it work and get my crazy ones up.

Also the time management is coming along. I've got the next few entries "penciled" in.

I am almost at 50 posts!!! I am think about doing a giveaway! 

Let me know what you think!

Here we go...

So I am starting HCG tomorrow...

I'm extremely nervous. I hope I am able to do this. 

I am only going to do this diet for 30 days. I was going to do the full 40 days but I don't know if I'll be able to do so. 

I'll be doing my gorging stage for the next two days,  then I'll drop down to only 500 calories per day... as well as giving myself injections

Yup.

I'll let you know how everything works out. 

I also cut my hair off! 12 inches! 

I looooovvvvveeee my new hair!!!

Holy Ballsack!!!

I've lost 7 pounds this week!!!

And I haven't even worked out. =]

I feel better =]

Also this shirt that I have a goal to fit in is feeling a bit looser, not enough to "rock it", but definately closer.

 

I also had "junk food" this weekend. It was gross. Especially eating as healthy as possible for a week, the grease just makes my stomach hurt. It feels like I am going to puke.

 

I've also haven't had any soda for about two weeks.

 

I think I may work out tonight. I'm not too sure if I will, since I am sick yet again. Boo.

 

I am just excited about losing that much weight in a week. I really hope it continues to fall off as fast. I think I'll be disappointed if it doesn't. I want to at least be 20 pounds lighter by the end of January.

 

Keep going!!!!

 



And I want to be skinny!!!! Skinny here I come!!!

 

 

 

Have a great night!

It's finally happening...

I am finally feeling the motivation!!!

I am finally ready to change my body and become a beast not an oBEAST anymore.

 

It is time for change. I can feel it!!

 

Here are some pics of what I eat now on a daily basis.

I prep my meals each night.

Also I am trying to eat less than 1300 calories per day.

Breakfast & Lunch + 2 snacks

Dinner

Also here is a little note I put in my Miss Diva's lunch =]

O.M.GOSH!!!
My mom went to a psychic today and the lady told my mom that I am going to get married in 3 years ahaha! I am holding that lady accountable...ahaha PINTEREST wedding board here I come!!! ahaha

Also I am using the MyFitnessPal app on my phone to make sure I am in my calorie range. Also if I go out to eat I make sure that go to their website first and "put together" my meal and it'll tell me the calorie intake. I come prepared!! =]

I am also going to be doing HCG within the next few weeks. I am hopefully to drop at least 40 pounds within those horrific 6 weeks. Blah!

Wish me luck y'all!

Love ya! Night!

Lonely night...

so as I lay here in my bed about to pass out, I realize I am feeling a bit lonely. 

I have been out on dates with the hot Italian guy and my neighbor quite a few times, but it just doesn't fit what I want/looking for. Then again I wasn't really looking into anything withhot Italian guy or neighbor guy. just some plain 'ol fun.

Am I ready to start actually looking for that "one"? 

I think I am heading in that direction. 

I have yet wanted a serious relationship for the last 4 years...

Last one I had was with my son's father and that was a REALLY serious one.

I am now going to start opening up my heart.

I no longer want to feel as I do right now. I want to cuddle while watching scary movies, runin the rain when it actually rains in AZ, tell stupid jokes to someone who will pretend to laugh at the joke but in reality laughing at me, and most of all I want my children to have a father. 

This is the year of change...

I can feel it...

speaking of change.

Got my food planned for tomorrow.

I'll add pics tomorrow it is taking forever to upload.

Night.

Diet is a damn 4 letter word...

Dieting and I have a hate hate relationship. I am starving and this diet thingy isn't helping. 

I can't find anything healthy that I would enjoy eating eveyday. I suppose that is why the word diet is a 4 letter word. I need more motivation. My schedule really insane. I know I shouldn't use that as an excuse, but my schedule is truly exhausting. For instance, every Friday I work from 6:30am to 12am, that is basically a 18 hour day. I also work 7 days a week. I wish I had a personal chef haha.

Well I have suck it up. 

My motto:

EAT YOUR SALAD, NO DESSERT, GET THAT MAN YOU DESERVE!

Ineed to make a meal plan asap.

Also thank baby Jesus school is back in session! I love my babies but damn this single mama needs a break.