Monday, November 19, 2012

Must I?!?!

-Wake up every morning, disliking the person I see in the mirror?
- continue to be unhappy?
- not feel comfortable in my own skin?
- compare myself to others? 
- cave into cravings?

These are questions that go through my head. I have come to the terms that I really am a fatty. It's been quite some time since I've looked at a size Medium shirt and I feel like crying because of it. 

I am disgusted with the way I look and I feel like I cannot change. I see all the work that needs to be done, but to honest I feel that I am so far off that it would be impossible to EVER lose weight.

My heart is heavy so is my ass.

Just wanted you to know where I stand... 
I hope I will get the motivation I need soon.





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